Saturday, May 22, 2010
Today I went blog visiting, and I went to this friend which I was not talking to anymore.
I never knew the real reason we fought or the real reason of what happened between us.
I know of her as a sweet friend who cares about others, she is really fragile.
Seeing a lizard she can just faint. I knew her when I was fifteen of fourteen I guess.
I read her blog and realised she is still the same and she has never changed throughout the years. You would be delighted when you see her sweet message, saying good afternoon or a simple smile. Sometimes I think maybe it was our party's fault. Maybe it was not theirs.
But she seems so nice, how can she hurt someone so badly? Questions filling my mind.
I do regret not talking to her, I don't have her number now. Even if we want to be friends, I guess that would be hard right? Since I hate her younger sister bloody much. Maybe it was my fault once again or my clique's? ? Realising what I've done towards her or my words really affected her. I guess there's no chance anymore, it's too late.
Face Book screws up sometimes, gets jam up and also picture uploading problem.
But It's really a great way of CHATTING! Endless fun(:
Missed Baby from Justin Bieber,so listening to it. oooooh, today was quite alright.
Cancelled plans and stayed at home, woke up around one in the afternoon. My beauty sleep, can't be compromised! Everybody needs beauty sleep right. Without music, I can't sleep.
It's beena bad habit already, I used to listen to mutton's then sleep. But without that it is like so hard to sleep. Oh man, that so much sucks(vocab from van), I miss her SO much! Like seriously.
I need to meet up with her &clique& brin, best fens I ever had in History. Friendship, was like so essential for me in my education. Without them I would just skip school, laze around and not have fun with life. But they brought light in my candle leading it to a bright light around me.
But college education made us separate for a time to do what we love to do in life, our ambitions. Like Val(theSweetone) she wants to be a fashion designer, so she went to the course that can make her understand the relations of customers/ Yeah,something like that. Retail course. So I'm clueless on what to be and what to study. There's many things I am interested in, being a Radio DJ, Air Stewardess(Air Hostess now), something in art-designing. Or being a writer, write for a fashion magazine,have my own column(: Seee? I can't make up my mind, I badly need help.
My heart is on the dance floor.
Catwalked at:
---5:38 AM---
